Essay 5 ~The worst day in my life~

My worst day was happened when I was a high school student. I had a game on my club. I had belonged to Japanese archery club. I had started a game before, but in that day, there were nobody who older than me. So I felt a lot of pressure from others. Because only I had experiences that having games. I was pervaded by an unusually tense atmosphere. My hands were tremble. Playing Kyudo needs innocently heart.

The game started. I lost a match. I had a lot of stress before starting the game. Moreover my teammate also said they had stress too. Our hearts were so bad condition!!!! The result was same what I expected. We could not hit our allows. We cried. My teacher told us it was pity. He told me that “don’t feel stress!! You can play it well!!” I felt that I didn’t want to fell the chagrin.

I could often hit four allows to my target. However I could not do that in that day. Everyone expected me to hit all allows. I regretted having that end. I determine to win the next game!! Then I tried to not have a heart beat. I could do that sometimes. My spirit is so weak. My playing is operated powerfully upon the soul. I can play Kyudo well when I have confidence, so l will practice it harder and I want win and get a special prize with my strong spirit.